Wednesday, August 31, 2016

Learning to be Alone

I cannot believe that it has been seven months since I last posted anything. There has definitely been some changes in my life. I have moved an hour away from my comfort zone and started a new job. Working back in property management is familiar but the new company is not. All changes have been for the better but a little uncomfortable. Although I have family in this new place, I still feel lonely most of the time. Aside from being single, I am in a season in my life where I just feel alone for some reason. However,  I am starting to realize that I am right where God needs me to be. If I'm not distracted by others I can completely focus on Him. He is calling me to do great things in ministry and just in my life period. The goals and dreams that I have are all about to fall into place and I know now that not everyone that I wanted around me are meant to be around. It is very important that the people you keep around have a purpose that serves a purpose for your purpose. Not saying that people are only meant to give to you but it serves you no good if the people around you are only there to take from you. And not everyone will understand what God has for you because it is not for them. So my lesson that I am trying to master is being ok being alone. If I want the promises of God to come to pass I need to focus on Him. Every time I try to do things my way or try to go after what I think I want, I end up disappointed. Lesson learned.

1 comment:

Unknown said...

You are a beautiful and God loving woman who will over come this. You are NEVER alone because you have so many people who love you. You are right, in those moments of lonliness, it is our Lord calling you to speak to him. I'm here if you need me, ALWAYS.